Monday, October 26, 2009

Update!






Wow it has been forever since I blogged on here! I have been using myspace a lot. Not sure why. I guess probably because I am on there more than I am on here. I also like to use this one for more personal stuff. Not as much traffic here. Or so I think! lol I have an interview on Tuesday for a bank teller position in Soda. I'm not to thrilled about driving to Soda 5 days a week & putting those miles on the Focus, but its the job I want & need! Hopefully it works out!

I love Stephen! He is really a great guy! He moved in with me just after my birthday. It's going really fast, but it feels really good! My family gets along really well with him & he is always there to help me & them. We went & helped my dad pack out his moose today. With a second thought he was ready to go. I love that about him. He never thinks twice about helping people. I also love that he puts up with my grouchiness. I kicked him off the couch today while I was napping before I had to work all night. I don't like my sleep being messed with. He was right there when it was time for me to wake up though. Just like nothing had happened! There are so many things about him that I really like. Like his hunting ability. Even though he takes me to the dumbest places to find deer. I swear I have seen more fucking sage brush this year than I have in my whole life! I prefer trees! Needless to say, I didn't shoot anything! Passed up a lot of 2 points, which I'm fine with. I hope we get good jobs soon so we can starting remodeling & buying my house. I also hope Ed gets one too so he can afford to move out. There are tons of things I love about Stephen but I can't think of them. Oh he gets wood for the house & he kills things so we can eat! lol He also trades me cars when I need the truck. I also like that I don't have the "it will get better" feeling. I feel like things are great how they are, & if they get better great, but I'm not waiting for it to get good like I was with Gary. I had the worst dream the other night! Stephen turned into Gary & was gone for days on end & then left me! I think I'm just nervous because Gary broke up with me a month after I moved in, so I'm expecting Stephen to do the same thing. Which I am sure he will not do because he is not that kind of guy. Well I don't think I have anything else to say. Just wanted to do a little update!