I'm engaged!!!

So I got my ring on Saturday. It's getting sized again. I should have it by the 23rd when Stephen gets back from work. I'm not excited for the whole wedding issue. I'm just ready for it to be over. There are so many other things I would rather do. It makes me feel like a failure as a girl, but its just not me. I never was a girl who always thought about their wedding & planned it for years. Oh well. It's not like I have to do something extreme or have tons of people there. We are going to have 2 people each there. Well I just had to get that out!