Ugh Being Sick Has Side Effects

I passed out twice last night. It was a very scared experience! I was taking my nightly shower. Just washing my hair when I started to feel really hot! The water was at the normal temp so I just figured I was doing the whole hot/cold thing that comes with being sick & that I've been feeling for the past week. I turned the water to a little colder & went about my business. I started to feel like I was ganna pass out so I sat down for a seconds. I realized I wasnt getting any better & quickly finished up my hair. As I was steping out of the tub I started to fully pass out. I tried to help myself fall slowly. I woke up laying on the floor all wet, wondering how long I was out, & if I should get up. It was so scary. My vision was messed up & I was shaking. I'm just laying there trying to decide what to do when I realized the rug is missing. Who moved the rug? I was stuck on that thought for a while. I decided that it didn't matter & that I should try to go to my bed. As I stood up the feeling of passing out came over me again. That feeling sucks. It's even worse when you don't know if you will pass out & how long it will take for someone to realize that your laying on the floor. Anyways I stubble into my room. Unable to see clearly & fighting the urge to black out. Next thing I remember is laying on my bed, being cold & wet. I layed there for about a half hour before I decided it was ok to move. Then I got some food & have been feeling ok since. The last time this happened I was 16 & got taken by ambulance to the ER. It sucked. The Dr perdy much just looked at me & said I hyperventalated. Which is not true. I get this feeling after or while I'm sick & have not been eating well. I also get it if I lose weight quickly. On Monday all I had to eat were some chocolate chip pancakes & popcorn. Not a good idea having been sick the past week! I took some vitamines this morning & plan on taking them everyday agian like I used to do. I have a doctors appointment on Thursday to see if the HPV stuff has cleared out or gotten worse. Let us pray that its gone! I'm very nervous! I don't like the thought of having something growing inside of me! Hmm what else has happened... I don't think there is anything else I need to write about.