It was my birthday not this past weekend but the one before that on the 4th. I had a good time. We went bowling & played some games. I've been drinking a bunch lately. Not sure why but probably because it helps me feel good for a little while. A bunch is once a week usually, sometimes twice. The past few weekends have been really fun. Gary & I have been going over to hang out with Jeff & Heather. That's what we did for my b-day. I'm still having trouble with my 407 class. I got an 86/200 on my last assignment plus I fail quizzes like its the cool thing to do! I just feel so behind in that class! Like I don't have the background to be in there. It's so frustrating! On top of it all I'm burnt out with school so I don't want to do homework! I had 2 exams last week that I'm sure I passed. I have an econometrics exam this week that I have no idea what to study! I'm sure I will pass all my classes except 407. I'm debating weather I should stick with it & fail or just drop it & retake it when I have a ligher load. I just know I have to take so I want to chance it because I could get a D. That's passing, right? If I drop it I will only have 14 credits this semester & therefore I would have to stay for the summer or another semester. Which right now is looking good to me. Few classes means I have more time to study & relax. I just want to be though! My dad told me the other day that my aunt can get me a job at the bank where she works. So I don't have to worry about that. It's in SLC so I will be a lot closer to home. I still want to be with Gary. That never goes away. But it's his ball so I'm just trying to do my best. I still cry a lot. Everyday is a struggle, but it seems to be getting better, I think. It snowed in BL this weekend. Mar sent me pics that I'm ganna put on here. I'm excited for the first snow! I love it! I don't want the cold though.
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