Snow!

It's snowed all weekend. I don't really mind it, it just sucks to walk in & it's cold! It does make me feel sad & lonely. I don't really know why. Winter is just a lonely time I guess. It's very pretty though, which I love. I think just at this point in time I'm very lost & confused about what to do next. I'm secluding myself. I love going to work at Macy's & Mem because I get to see people I know & really like to be around! I love when I get to spend time with these peeps outside of work. It's fairly rare that I get to spend non work time with these people. I'm ganna miss them sooo much! I hope when I get to my new location I will make friends like I have here in Moscow. I think that's what makes me sad. I hate missing people. I'm always missing someone & feeling like I need to reach out to them. I don't like that I never get to see Alex or hold her. On a bad day when I just need a hug I want her to be here. Or with this new snow I want to go play, but she is not here to play with! I'm so busy too that its hard to find the time anyways. I have 3 chapters to read before friday, a midterm on thursday, and a Problem set due Thursday!! Ugh I'm so overloaded it makes me want to cry! I didn't get to sleep last night until 1am because I was stressing out. Well I have to get to class!