Easter!

On holidays I like to think back to the previous year & what I was doing. I can not remember what I did last year for Easter. I looked back through my journal but all there are are entires of me being pissed. I was never happy with Gary. Why am I so upset over it? Oh well I don't want to think about that now. I asked my gma if I could have a keg at her house for my graduation party. She said "Keg?" Then she realized what it was & said it was ok if we put it over the fence into Kenny's yard! Oh grandma you crack me up! I'm still not sure if I will get a keg or not. I might just go get a few different drinks, but who knows that a ways off. So anyways this year for Easter I decided I wanted to boil some eggs. I boiled them for 10 min thinking that it would be plenty of time, but no they where still runny! I put them back into a boil & they all broke! Why can't I do simple things like boil eggs & make jell-o? Is something wrong with me? I did some hw today as well, took a 2.5 hr nap, and went for a walk. I tried to run, but my iPod is too big! I need to get one of the small clip ones. Maybe that will be my easter/graduation gift to myself. If only I had a debit card! Oh that story is fun. On Thursday night I went out with Ashton, Ayla, and Shannon who was in town for the weekend. I had a shot before I left, then like 3 at Ashtons, then 2 at this other persons house, then 2 at the bar. That's all I remember drinking anyways. That was from 8:30 to like 11. So yeah. I don't remember leaving the Corner Club & going to CJ's. I don't remember leaving CJ's. I remember thinking that I should not try to cross the highway to get home cuz I didn't want to get a ticket for being drunk in public. Guess I called some ppl. I remember Anna calling me & I told her I was at Papa Murphys when I was actually at Papa Johns. She told me that I asked her to please hurry up & she was like I don't know where you are! I think that's funny. But end of story is I woke up with just my shirt one, clothes all over my room & bathroom. I'm guessing I threw up. My eye has been red/black in the corner & hurts. I couldn't find my debit card so I canceled it. Anna called me at like 1am Friday night & said she found it in her car. Too bad I already canceled it! Now I have to wait for the new one to get to my prunts house & then for them to mail it to me! I'm also out of checks so I will have to go to the bank to get money. What a pain! I'm not a big drinker, I typically don't even drink, but some days I just want to drink & not stop! Kinda weird. I think that's as eventful as my week has been.

Blake is supposed to be here this weekend. I'm not sure how that's ganna go. I'm a little nervous. He'll probably ask for Jessica's number again & then I'll quit talking to him. End of story. Oh also when I was out on Thursday I was talking to some guy & he added me on fb. We talked a little today & I guess we are going to have coffee on Wednesday. Not so sure how I feel about it, but its good to go out. I also have a date in the making for next week. I'm more excited about that one. I'm more excited to be back home & talk with some boys in person instead of chatting! Plus I will have more time this summer to date & what not than I do now. This whole HPV thing will hopefully be over by then. I have to go to the dr on Tuesday for another colposcopy & possibly freezing if needed. Ugh it's so stressful & time consuming! I just hope I can funtion afterwards because its ganna be done between classes. I don't like the idea, but ya gotta do what ya gotta do! Well I need to go shower & sleep.