Friday, April 3, 2009

Should I walk or not?

I've been thinking a lot about graduation seeings how its in like 44 days!!!! AHHH So my delema is weather I should walk or not. I am signed up to walk, but so far only my dad & Alex are for sure ganna be here for it. It's ganna be them sitting in the Kibbi Dome for 2.5 hrs watching thousands of random people walking across a stage they can only see if they watch the big screen. The announcer guy is ganna say my name wrong anyways & its ganna be super boring. I talked to my dad about it & he is good either way. I get the feeling that he wants to watch it, but I know it will be uncomfortable for him sitting on the cement benches & Alex will get bored & want to run around. I don't really want to walk. A part of me does because this is a big deal. I'm the first in my family to graduate from college & I'm proud of that, but at the same time I don't want to "flaunt" it. I guess the big driver of me not wanting to walk is that only 2 ppl will be there for me. Whats the point? I spend $50 for the dress thing, sit for 2.5 hrs to have a guy say my name wrong, & get a fake diploma. I would rather move back to BL on Thursday & have my family there when I open the letter with my diploma. I don't know I'm so confused about what to do. That's where you come into play. I don't care if you know me or not. But I would like some help with this decision. Should I walk or not? No one ever seems to reply when I ask question, but I would really like a response. Maybe if you do I'll give you a treat! Bribery is a good tactic right?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i think you should just come home then we could have our own big party and you can wear your dress thing!!! it could be cool!! drum roll on the dipolma and all :)Marli